Thursday, April 30, 2009

Is good to be home..

At last after a long tiring semester break, i am now right back at so good to be home...right now just relaxing and enjoying holidays like i never did so fun to be home, family and home..i have not met up my friends yet but soon..they are all busy at this moment so i will just wait..meantime..i will just layback and enjoy...:P

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

My wildest dreams...

When i was young, i used to dream and dream what would i be in the future..little did anyone knew, i always wanted to be an opera singer..hahaha..sort off..hahaha..eventhough i am unsure and knew opera singers such as Pavarotti(hope i typed it correctly)..i imagined myself on stage, spotlight on me annd me singing with my full heart and soul..hahaha..dramatic..

I was browsing through the web in Youtube when i came across Britian's Got Talent and my eyes was on this videoclip, "Susan Boyle" i did not knew why i wanted to watch it but i just click and on it and WOW...someone like her, unknown, being judged by the first impression, (if you watch the video, the audience seems to jeer and laugh at the idea of her becoming a professional singer inculding the judges) 


She gave it all out, heart and soul with her song.."I dreamed a dream" by Les Miserable..and she was OUTSTANDING AND REALLY SHOCKED THE WHOLE AUDIENCES AND THE JUDGES...i give her a two thumbs up and salute for her marvellous hidden talent..she was out of words..

To view more of it and to see it for yourself, heres the link from youtube:


Monday, April 27, 2009

Im officially.......

Oh officially.....FINISHED!!!!..i done my semester 3 in university. going for semester 4 in two months time..oh well thats for later..NOW..enjoy, relax, chill, and work to earn a bit before the next semester start.haha..last paper: management was a bit difficult to handle but oh well..i prayed everything goes well, a pass will be good enough for me and i be thankful for that..hehehe

Now i am getting ready to pack, finish up my last minutes assignments and go home..waiting for my driver tomorrow morning at 7.10am. He be sending me off back to Kuching..hahaha..

Oh..goodbye to semester has been a tough, tiring, painful and not much of fun semester..hello holidays...:D

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Exam exam...

I am now officially in the exam mode and memorizing every bit of detail, notes, points, anything that is useful in the exam...for this semester i am taking 3 papers and the best part..NO TIPS watsoever...the lectures are giving us this special tip for everyone to remember.."READ ALL" or better still "WHY SHOULD YO HAVE TIPS?"..hahaha

So now we are cramping every thing that we can remember till now...may our brains can push up to that limit

With love to my brain i love u:)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Love story..

I first heard this song in the radio and i thnk the lyrics are beautiful. Lyrics taken from 

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Thats not my name and definately not me:D

(To all my friends who knew me, i am sorry if this is sensitive towards you all, thousand apologies but i guess is the truth and it happen to me:)..i just love to share)

When i came to UiTM for the first time, i knew i will be ging to face this problem..the first impression when they first saw me:

"Are you a Malay/Muslim?"

Two semester i am here already and at times i would face the same question all over first i would like " What?? Do i look like one?" "Is it true?"etc...

At times i would wonder and question myself do i look like one?..hahaha..when i was still in Kuching, Sarawak, my hometown, i could be differentiate by people over there. I guess something new for people right here to assume i am so and so...ahaks:P

This happened before i wrote this blog:

I was buying drinks and bun at a mini market and when i was at the counter, i paid my stuff and drank on the spot( i was thirsty that time) and the shopkeeper( a female in her late 30s i guess) ask me:

"Dah baca bismillah?( hope i spell it correctly)hahaha

I was like "huh"..and the rest was history....

Thank you:D

To all readers of my blog, EVERYONE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH...for following my blog, i guess i could see from my widgets where you guys come from, inside and outside Malaysia..i know my blog is simple and does not have the X factor like other blogs but i thank you all:D i just started my blog and i hope to hear ideas and suggestions how to upgrade my blog.

Thank you thank you thank you...:D


I am not feeling well today.. got headache and my body is nose bleed i am at home after a long bath.. i guess doing assignments everyday and not having proper busy with assignments, test and finals and i am not doing anything yet...i feel so down and drown..i feel not myself lately..i think i am falling sick..i so scared...i feel giidy right now typing my blog..body i wish everything would go well...:(

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter everyone....

WEll to all Catholics around the world whereever you are, i hope is not to late to wish everyone from the start.. Happy Good Friday, Happy Easter Saturday and Happy Easter Sunday!!1:)

Well i spend my weekends at my aunty's place in been a while i am there...a long time for me  attending mass..i promise when i come back to Kuching, i will try and attend mass every weekend...i usually go with Gwen*wink wink* every Saturday evening..hehehe

So to everyone, HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!!..

p/s: I will be busy in the coming weeks, exam will no be blogging for a long time:)

Friday, April 10, 2009


Eventhough it was the last week of the semester and study week is just around the corner after you turn right, i still had a few more assignments to be completed.. assignments day after day..DEAD line day after an obsession now to do assignments..hahaha....after all marks are important in the end...:D...

Is so hard to think straight right now as my mind has not settled down for study week and final exams but on assigments..imagine a scary thought of repeating certain subjects this semester.a nightmare for all students i guess right now...

Oh well...just keep moving on till is over and then...EXAM MODE!!:D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Hot and cold...

The weather today seems to be affecting my mood and health. At one point it would be really hot and the next thing you know  it would be pouring heavily. So it does affect the mood and health of mine. For the pass few weeks my mind seems to be in trouble and is floating aimlessly not knowing what am i doing....just seem so heavy follows the mood of the weather thats why...

But i guess i have to wait till the end of exam.. i guess there is no place like home to cheer me up:D...i will wait for that day to come...i be coming back soon..i promise:)

Time will tell

This is a sharing from a friend of mine:D...i just love hearing and sharing stories and thoughts of people i meet around...

His name is Matthew..

"I feel everyday is like slowly moving within me, i feel that it was not like it use to be. I feel that time was not on my side, not siding me this very moment, i realised so many things change.

I feel the sadness in me is unbearable, so does she. I feel that things would never be the same again as before, the beautiful time we had together, the stories we shared, experienced we went through, all those things that made the small and pieces within me.

I cannot bear thinking of being away from you, knowing that you will never be by my side, knowing that waking up every morning, there will always be a empty spot you leave me where once you are the one that fill that spot.I know that it will be a different world for me, going through this journey alone without the one standing by you guiding you. Every step that i took will be a single pair, a single footstep. 

I know it was me..i just pray and wish that it will last through the remainding time we had for now, I pray that God will hear me out and give me the strength to carry on with this life, for i know there is no point going through life if she is gone and left me alone to face the world.  There will be no other to replace her, not a single soul in life for my heart was with her the very first day of a beautiful beginning with her that i would not exchange with the richness of the world.

I pray it will be with me forever..

This was story shared by my friend. 

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Me and my dinner..

Last Friday, my sequence, Broadcasting had a dinner for the 1st time i guess since i enterd Uitm. the theme was Vintage, i guess broadcasting students love vintage..well not all went from my class but luckily  a few came to make the group. Overall it was fun and enjoyable, for the 1st time dinner. Everything was vintage, but there are some who came in with a different theme..hahaha....but it was fun with my bunch of friends.

(From the left to the right: Me(Adrian), Hana, Juon, Hani, Ika, Aiman, Pija, Meran, Wan
The guy in front : Ridy)

(My table Part 3 group A broadcasting students. Behind us Part 3 group C broadcasting students)

For now we enjoy, next thing we know, it will be our final exams...hahahaha

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Panic mode.....

Well as this semester coming to a close, things start to be pretty scary. Work after work, assignments after assignments, test after test, starts to bite into your bones. Everyday is a DEADline for anything, is too much too handle it...everyone is feeling the pressure to submit everything. The lecturers is like today give in 3 days time hand in, minus other stuff in hand.....cant wait for the holidays to come...:D

As you can see, i paste this note up on my wall as a reminder. You can see how long is the list and only a few has been strike out..So...its time to press the PANIC BUTTON..hahahaha