Hehe....

What should i say for today?

Is just an ordinary day with a smile:)

Hope it is like this everyday....:)

LOVE......all over again?

I just dont know what is in me.....a very wild and raging emotion.....

I JUST NEED TO POUR IT OUT....

THATS WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW....

CONfused?

Yesterday it seems like a dream...TOTAL dream....before it was a rough winding hard painful days and today? happy and vibe..

But deep down....you still have that FEELING?..you know once hurt considered broken?..i just feel CONFUSED right now...i want to love and be happy and at the same time i know..REALITY will always hit me hard back....REALITY is still there lingering around ...MEMORIES will always be there..good or bad....

I just want things to be NORMAL.....NORMAL as it is....thats all i ask...nothing more....

Deep down i really want to love cheerish and be at the side of the ONE..but somehow i dont want to let the ONE feel sad and down and just could not do anything. I rather give my HAPPINESS to the ONE then see the ONE in that state..evry inch of sadness in the ONE i will replaced it with HAPPINESS..

WAs it a MISTAKe that day?

I just dont know...why that day EVERYTHING just comes out...it was so......not words to describe it....and now?.....i just dont know......i am so confused...and divided...

BUT

 one thing for sure....i LOVE THE ONE...sound funny after what happen but are you willing to let go of something that was with you for a long time. Oh well we wait and see...

Funny right?

Now...i just want it be like BEFORE...i pray it will come true....

Lord help me....

EXTRAODINARY....

As the night sets in...i am online right now this very moment..

MANY MANY twist and turn happened today...

What should i say right now?:)...i just dont know...feel want to laugh, smile, cry....EVERYTHING...hehehe..guess today is not a bad day after all:)

Today...

Well today was a hot cold day..hot sunny in the morning....cold pouring rain in the afternoon..and now is getting to shine and being sunny again...hehehe..

Weather = Mooooood

I guess THE ONE knows what i feel and going through right now...for the past few days...

I know what is happening around me is all a sudden..fast..and normally in would have twist and turn along the way...

Thats what happen today...maybe THE ONE is telling me something...telling EVERYTHING would be okay...i guess it just happened...i was taken back with the incident...

I know is hard to let something you treasured most go..eventhough how the past was...u cant just erase the memories you had with them..i guess thats why is all out...but then...i know...

MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION

I dont mind whats the verdict, the outcome, the answer that i will get later once is done...i am ready for it and i am ready to move on..guess i just love being the one giving in for peoples happiness..hehehe...i mean after experiences and consolation and words of encouragement from people around me, GOOD BLESSED people...i dont mind at all the answer...

BECAUSE

I did my part...and everything that i had in me poured out just like that...i cant help that feeling in me...because you cant just wipe out everything..is  fated...so now i am just ready...

ready to go 

if

thats not mean for me

hehehehe.....

Oh well...it just died

Guess it would be NEVER be the same again...i guess..is so hard when things start to pop out bit by bit...EVERYTHING starts to crumble around you and next thing you know you lose someone..a FRIENDSHIP...i wish it would never be that way..

Guess what i had said before does make some sense in me....oh well..we should move along right now.....i guess everything just died in the process...from a high tall skyscraper build to last forever to rumbles and dust in just seconds...

How i wish things would be NORMAL between us...no need to be like before but just being ORDINARY...thats all...

I am sorry it has to end this way.....

My heart, soul and mind just died with me ....

There goes the old me...would i ever change and be reborn again? Into a NEW and DIFFERENT  person?

We will see..let time heals everything and let me go through this pain and suffering ALONE..

While you guys head along and build a future together...run along now..you had gone so much together and i can say all the best in everything you do..

I have my blog as my friend to pour out EVERYTHING in me...

Thank you

Good bye to the old me.......

I think i had enough being sad and hurt....posting all this on my blog..hope this is the last post for me..bye

Dont hope.....move on...

Dont hope so much when you know you cant predict the future....

I think the quote sounds like that from a friend of mine

A small mistake, a slip of the tounge and everything would go chaos...hehehe..i thought i was heard wrongly and i was like ..................

SPEECHLESS, HOPE....

and then

REALITY hits u in the face.....

You know you could not cling too long to the past and present but move on...when the signs are obvious...:)..guess is hard to accept when people change...but i guess that is life...and we have to accept it no matter what..

The best way is to remove everything between YOU and HER/HIM.....move on and be happy for both

To whom it may concern..once again CONGRATULATION..hope you guys are happy always...care and cheerish each other...dont take each other lightly...love each other and God bless...

P/S: Remember that what goes around comes around.....:)

The end.

Fullstop.

Amen.(hahaha)

Before and after

Now everything beautiful, nice. loving, sweet, cloud 9..etc...you name everything that is associated with love is all the positive side and aura...nothing bad...the first few months or the first year is always beautiful...

But as years goes by..you never know

"PEOPLE CHANGE"

"WANTING NEW EXPERIENCE"

"IS NOT THE SAME BETWEEN US"

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FILL IN THE BLANKS YOURSELF WITH THE APPROPRIATE REASONS..

HAHAHA..there are plenty i guess

Where is all the lovely promises we build? the sky high dreams we wanted to achieve? guess i should be careful and  YOU should be careful....if it happen once..it could happen again..deja vu..hehehe....wait until you get boring you see..like dolls you put on shelf..once you get bored with a doll you just change..now you dont see it coming..later in time....when the truth is out...you feel what i feel right now..i guess..hahaha..

For now keep hiding and running ....i found out eventually..hahaha.

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Wait and see whats going to happen

Now you laugh now you are happy 

Now you are enjoying every moment

Everything in the beginning at first are sweet and beautiful

No problems nor worries

Is perfect..beautiful....and smooth sailing

Dont rejoice too soon

Dont be happy and laugh to soon

Because THE ONE is fair and just

Life is like a wheel

Sometimes you are on top

And when you dont realise it, you are down below

What goes around comes around

Karma @ Payback will haunt you

Dont say that i did not warn you..

You may think im a whimper and could not get a life

Wait until you are in my shoes and footsteps

and going through the same things as what i am going through now

then you know

THE ONE is fair and just

Wait until you hit reality hard and knowing things you dont know...

You dont realised it till it happen

That is when you start regretting things in life

When you found out the truth you know

You just a fool like me

What goes around comes around

Pictures says it all...and i believed in a thing call KARMA..hehehe...dont laugh and be happy to soon:)