In the end

IN THE END...everything goes well according to plan..

Im now in between sad and happy...depress and at the same time feeling much more relieved...mix reaction right now

At least now i know what people want and we should respect it...i kinda feel guilty tho i promise no more sad posting and YET? still post..oh well....the LAST ONE...promised..hehehe

I am sad because things had to end this way..who is not sad right? i guess i promised myself whatever the decision is, i respect it and take it with an open heart mind and soul..and try to be strong with it...BUT i kinda know the decision..so i am prepared....:)

I am happy because NO ONE shall suffer from this anymore...the pain, the sadness, EVERYTHING..is good to be honest.. a great lesson learned from this..hahahaha.....now i try and pick up myself and look forward ..

MEANS..

No more dates, Valentines day? annivasaries(thats how i spell it) hanging out...hold hand...etc..do things like normal couples do..oh well...most important is that is settle....

 

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DEEP DOWN

IS HARD TO LET GO FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU REALLY LOVE SO MUCH...

NOW IS GONE...WILL IT EVER COME BACK TO YOU AGAIN?

............WILL IT?....

I DOUBT AND WAIT...

OR SHOULD I?...